Apne flat ki badi si khidki par baith kar main asmaan me ghirte hue kaale baadlon ko dekh rahi thi. Baarish ki badi badi boondon ka tapakna shuru ho chuka tha. Wahi boring si life me maano kuch naya horaha tha. Waise bhi ek housewife ke life menaya kuch to bahot kam hi hota hai, wo bhishaadi ke 6 saal baad! Baarish ab tez baras rahi thi. Maine apna haath badhaakar paaniko choona chaha par mere haath baarish kepaani tak nahi pahuch rahe the. Main moohbanakar khidki se uthne hi waali thi ki tabhi meri nazar niche patli si road par padi.
Ek Ladki haath me kuch pakde kisi hirni ki tarah daud rahi thi.Tez baarish ke jame huepaani me chap chap karti wo 20-21 saal ki ladki baarish ka poora maza le rahi thi. Meri nazar us ladki ke pichee bhaagte hue bachhon ki toli par gayi jo shor machaate hue us ladki ke piche bhaag rahe the. Shayad wo ladki kuch khaane ka samaan lekar daud rahi thi aur bachhe apna hissa maang rahe the. Thodi der me aise hi shor machaate hue ye toil meri aankhon se doorho gaye. Main khidki se uthkar apne roz ke kaam kaaj me lag gayi.
Oh! Apne bare me to bataana hi bhool gayi.Main Mrs. Antara bannerjee, ek housewife hoon. Mere husband Mr. Soumitra Bannerjee Bank me job karte hain. Is flat me hum abhi kuch mahine pehle hi shift hue the. Apne flat me shift hone ki khushi to thi par yeh flat city ke outskirts me honeke wajah se saare friends aur relatives se door ho gayi thi. Isliye shayad aaj kal akelapan kuch jyada hi khatak raha hai. Ab to bas ek hi khwahish hai ki apna bhi pariwaar poora ho jaaye bas, ek choti si gudiya ke saath. Par Soumitra ke itne stressed life ki wajah se who mujhe waqt dena to bhool hi gaye the. Subah office ke liye jaldi nikalna aur fir der raat thake hare lautna. Yahi routine tha Soumitra saab ka. Aur main ghar ke kaam karte karte ab dekhne me bhi naukraani hi lagne lagi thi.
Aaj bhi saara kaam niptaane me sham ho gaya. Baarish to pehle hi ruk chuki thi. Tabhi kisi ne darwaaze pe calling bell bajaya. Kaun ho sakta hai yahi sochkar main Door ki taraf badhi. Yahan to koi bhi nahi aata.
Darwaza khola to ek ladki khadi thi.
Ladki: “ Didi, agar koi ghar ka kaam ho to main kaam karne aa sakti hoon. Mera naamLaali hai aur main wo saamne wale building me rehti hoon jispe kaam chal raha hai”
Us ladki ko dekhte hi main pehchaan gayi ki wo wahi hai jo subah baarish me daud laga rahi thi”
“Tum wahi ho na jo subah baarish me bheeg kar bachhon ke saath khel rahi thi?” Maine kadak awaaz me poocha.
Wo turrant hi sar niche karke apne naakhun chabane lagi. Usne dhire se kaha “wo….pehli baarish thi na…..”
Main dhire se muskura di. Laali ne saaf suthre kapde pehne hue the aur uski khubsurat chehre par ek ajeeb si chamak thi. Maine aur pooch taach ki to pata chala ki abhi mahine bahr pehle hi uski shaadi hui thi gaaon me aur fir uska mard jo ki peshe se mistri tha, use yahan le aaya. Humare building ke thik saamne hi ek under construction building thi jispe ye logkaam kar rahe the aur reh rahe the. Laali apne pati ke kaam me haath bataati aur khaali samay me ek do gharo me kaam kar ke kuch paisa kamana chahti thi. Maine bhijyada soche bina hi use kaam pe rakh liya. Uski chulbulepan ki wajah se.
Laali saara kaam samajh kar aur kuch bartan dho kar chali gayi. Kal se use subah jaldi aana tha. Laali ko dekhkar aaj mere andar ka bhi chulbulapan jag utha tha. Man hi man aaj ye tay kar liya tha ki aaj Soumitra ko chhodungi nahi. Aate hi bed pe patak dungi aur uspar chad jaaongi. Sochkar hi mann hi mann muskuraane lagi thi main.
Aaj Soumitra bahut late gaye the. Raat ke 11 baj rahe the ki tabhi door bell baji. Pasine se lath pat thake hare Somu ko maine chair pe bithaya. Paani peekar wo fresh hone chale gaye aur main khaana nikaalne lagi. Nahane ke baad Somu diningtable me aakar baith gaye aur bole “ Antara, Jaldi khana do. Subah jaldi uthkar nikalna hai” Main jaldi jaldi khana parosne lagi. Mann thoda udaas hone laga tha Somuka haal dekhkar. Wo to bas apne kaam ki duniya me dooba rehta hai. ‘Gadha kahin ka’
Bartan sink pe rakhkar jaise hi main bedroom pahuchi to Somu bed pe let gaye the. Maine light band kar di. Wo doosri taraf karwat badal kar so gaye. Maine apna haath unke peeth pe firaya.Main aaj haar man ne wali nahi thi. Apni lambi baalon ko kholkar Somu ke chehre pe bikher diya. Maine apne honth Somu ke kaano me ragadne lagi. Apni jeev ab maine Somu ke kaan ke andar fira diya. Somu ne palat kar mujhe apni baahon me bhar liya. Mere garden pe kiss karne laga. Mere chehre pe muskaan thi. After all, Men will be Men. Somu ab meri garden ko dhire se kaatne laga tha. Usne jaldbaaji me mere saari ka pallu hatakar blouse ko kholne ki koshish ki. Maine jaldi se eke k karke saare hook khol dale nahi to Somu to shayad blouse faad hi daalta. Somu berahmi se mere mammo ko sehla raha tha aur choos raha tha. Main aankhein band karke saatwen aasmaan me gote le rahi thi. Tabhi Somu shaant pad gaye. Maine aankh kholkar dekha to wo gehri neend me so gaye the. Mere nipple ab bhi unke hothon pe tha.Maine haath badhakar uske paijaame ke andar dekha to unka lund bilkul soya pada tha.Frustration me mere aankhon se aasu dad pade. Kya ek patni ke such ka bhi haq nahi hai mujhe?
Somu ko side me lita kar main karwat badal ke sone lagi par neend to aankhon sekoso door thi bas rona aa raha tha. Aaj pehli baar mujhe Somu pe is wajah se gussa aa raha tha. Main bed se uthi aur room se bahar nikal gayi. Freeze se paani ka bottle lekar main Hall me aa gayi aur us badi khidki pe baith gayi. Samajh nahi aa raha tha ki isme kasoor kiska hai?” Tabhi samne waale under construction building ke ek kamre pe meri nazar gayi. Kamre ki light jail hui thi aur khidki me koi parda bhi nahi tha. Andar ke drishya dekhkar ek pal ko pair ke niche se zameen khisak gayi.
Ye to Laali hai, kisi aadmi ke saath, shayad uska pati hoga. Kamre pe ek chota sa bed tha jipe uska pati bina kapde ke leta hua tha Laali uske pairon ke beech baithkar uska lund choos rahi thi. Mera gala sukhne laga. Aisa lag raha tha main gir jaoongi. Dil ki dhadkane train ki raftaar se dhadak rahi thi. Maine diwaar ko pakad ke sahara liya. Laali ki nangi peeth meri aur thi. Uski spine ki haddiyan ek rhythm me machal rahi thi. Itne bade kale se lund ko wo choti si ladki pura nigal jaa rahi thi. Wo apne ungliyon se apne pati ke balls pe kuch kar rahi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise jald hi toofaan aane wala hai. Uske pati ne uske baalon ko pakad ke apne kamar ko jhatka dene laga. Laali ne badi mushkil se apne aap ko chudaya aur uske upar let gayi. Laaline apne pati ke kaano me kuch kaha aur firto wo aadmi jaanwar hi ban gaya. Wo laali ke halke se shareer ko uthakar apne paironpe khada ho gaya. Lali ne apni taangon se pati ke kamar ko jakad rakha tha. Uska pati khade khade hi use god me lekar dhakke maarne laga.
Thodi der baad wo thak gaya to usne Laali ko diwaar se sata diya aur jor jor se dhakke maarne laga. Laali ne apne naakhunuske peeth pe gada rakhe the.
Mera haath apne aap hi meri choot ko ragadne laga. Choot bilkul gili hokar jaanghon me se ras behne laga. Itna mazaa aaj se pehle kabhi nahi aaya tha. Main apni ungliyon ko beasabri se andar bahar karne lagi. Thodi der me uska pati paaglon ki tarah jhatka dene laga. Lagta hai wo jhad raha tha.Laali ke naakhun ne uska peeth cheel diya tha. Unke saath hi mera shareer bhi kaanp utha aur ras ki nadiyaan beh gayi. Laali ne saans lete hue meri khidki ki taraf dekha. Kahin main wahan se dikh to nahi rahi? Maine turrant apna haath nikala aur pillar ke pichee aa gayi. Iske baad mujhe us khidki ki taraf doobara jhaankne ki himmat nahi hui. Main aise hi jaakar bedroom me let gayi aur pata nahi kab gehri neend so gayi.
Subah door bell ki awaaz se meri neend tooti. Poora badan akad raha raha. Uthkar darwaza khola to Laali khadi thi apni masoom si smile liye. Itni subah naha dho ke ache kapde pehn ke taiyaar hokar wo kaam pe bhi aa gayi thi. Usne apne sar pet el lagaya hua tha waur baalon ko ache se kanghi karke choti banaya tha. Laal rang kasindoor uspe khil raha tha. Wo kaam kar rahi thi aur main use hi dekh rahi thi.
Wo jald hi apna samaapt kar nikal gayi kyonki use apni pati ke kaam me bhi haathbataana tha. Somu uth kar ready hue aur ek ghante me kaam pe nikal gaye. Main dressing table ke saamne khadi ho gayi.
Rookhe uljhe se baal, kapde fate puraane se, shakal to gandi si lag rahi thi. Kya main itna busy hoon ki main apne aap ko maintain nahi kar sakti? Kya main Laali se jyada kaam karti hoon? Umar me wo mere se bas 7-8 saal hi choti hogi par dekhne meto main 40 saal ki aunty lag rahi hoon. Fir, agar Somu mujhe nahi dekhta to isme uskikya galti hai? Maine ek ek karke apne saarekapde utaar diya aur apne shareer ko mirror me dekhne lagi. Kahin se bhi koi kami nahi hai, Kitna sundar shareer aur main iska dhyaan nahi rakh paa rahi hoon.
Aaj maine soch liya ki mujhe aaj taiyaar hona hai, apne pati ke liye sajna sawarna hai. Main washroom jaakar poore body ko bleach kiya. Aur perfumed body wash se naha kar taiyar hone lagi. Aaj badan me lipte hue saare kapde naye the. Aaj main Somu ki suhaagraat wali yaadein tazaa kar doongi. Bahot ache se baal banakar main poori tarah taiyaar thi. Mirror me khud ko dekh kar Sharma rahi thi. Pata nahi itne saalo me kabhi dhyaan se mirror kyon nahidekha? Aaj Laali ne mere andar ki aurat ko jaga diya .Ab fir se ek baar jeene ki ummeed hone lagi. Jaise Baarish ke paani me murjhaaye ped paudhe jee uth te hain thik usi tarah Laali ne mujhe zindagi se bhar diya tha.
Raat ko Somu jaise hi ghar aaye to mujhe dekh kar unki aankhein khuli reh gayi.
Somu:” Kya aaj humaari marriage anniversary hai?”
Maine bas aage badhkar Somu ko gale laga liya. Unke haath mere kamar ko kasne lage.Maine apne hotnh unke hothon par rakh diya. Somu ab meri lipstick ko khaye jaa raha tha. Maine uske kaan me kaha ‘Strawberry flavor hai’
Fir usne mujhe apni baahon me utha liya aur bedroom ki taraf chal pada. Main uske shirt ke button kholne lagi. Mujhe bed pe patak kar wo mere upar chhad gaya aur paaglon ki tarah poore badan ko choomne laga. Eke k karke usne mere saare kapde utaar feke the. Main bilkul nangi apne badan ko chupane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Somu mujhe besharmi se dekh raha tha aurapne kapde utaar raha tha.
Somu ne saare kapde utaar kar mujhe pet ke bal lita diya aur meri peeth pe apna mooh ferne laga. Jaise jaise wo niche jaa raha tha ek ajeeb si madhoshi chaa rahi thi. Usne mujhe ghutno ke bal jhuka liya aur apna mooh mere choot kea as paas ferne laga. Maine kas ke dono haathon se bedsheet ko pakad liya. Somu ne bina warning ke hi apna honth mere choot par rakh diya. Meri to jaan hi nikal gayi. Upar se niche tak wo apni jeev firaane laga. Uskijeev mere gaand tak pahuchti to mere mooh se siskaari nikalne lagti. “ Bas karo Somu. Main Pagal ho Jaoongi plz” Somu ne apna mooh mere choot pe daba diya aur apni jeev andar firaane laga.
Ab main bilkul bekaabu ho gayi. Takiye pe mooh chupa kar main ajeeb ajeeb si awaazein nikaal rahi thi. Pata nahi Somu kya kar raha tha. Aisa mere saath pehli baar hua tha. Somu ne jeev se hi mujhe kitni baar jhada diya. Ab maine jaldi se uske lund ko haath me li aur dhire se chumne lagi. Somu ne jabardasti hi apna lund mere mooh ke andar tak dhakel diya. Aaj pehli baar main Somu ka lund choos rahi thi. Thodi sharam bhi aa rahi thi par kaam waasna sar pe sawaar ho chukka tha.
Somu ne jald hi mujhe doobara ghutno ke bal jhuka liya aur is baar wo apna lund ek zor ke jhatke se mere choot ke andaar tak pahucha diya. Bahot zor se cheekhi thi main. Par Somu mere naram nitambo ko kas ke pakad ke dhakke maar raha tha. Thodi der me wo apne pairon pe khada ho gaya aur jhuk kar dhakke lagane laga. Aisa lag raha tha jaise Somu ka Lund mere choot ke andar bada ho raha hai, fool raha hai aur fatne ko taiyaar hai. Fir 2-4 bahot zor ke dhakke lage aur meri body bed se kuch inch upar uchal padi.
Fir Somu mere upar hi dhed ho gaya. Hum dono hi apni saanson ko kaaboo me karne ki koshish kar rahe the. Pata nahi ye kaisa pagalpan aaj hum dono pe sawaar ho gaya tha. Maine dil se Laali ko dhanyawaad kiya kyonki usi ki wajah se aaj meri ek nayi jivan ki shuruaat hui thi. Ab main ise kabhikhone nahi doongi.
THE END